a room for you

this room's too small without you
the light's too bright without you
the bed's too big without you
this life's too long without you.


eyes too deep
too tired to sleep
undone by trying to count sheep
playing around with no soul to keep.


so big
so small
you took it all
with your funny grin
and whispers in bed.


drip drip drip drip
my tears into this drink
bang bang bang bang
goes my heart over the brink.



<3

I Want a Famous Face

something about a girl who wants famous face. she wants desperately to be beautiful, only to be stopped by the very actress she wants to look like. taken through the paces, shown that what she wants in a lie. a deceit, an air-brushed fantasy. now that she knews the truth is really a lie, where can she go? what can she do now?a famous face is all she ever knew, all she ever wanted. "a famous looking face and i'll be a star, a dream, the biggest thing since sliced bread." it's gone now, and she has to live a real life with real friends.