all the little girls

skinny girl
fat girl
tall girl
short girl
ugly girl
pretty girl

too skinny
doesn't eat
(anorexic)

too fat
so fat the chair broke
(fatty)

too tall
bumps her head on the ceiling
(giant)

too short
looks like a freak
(midget)

ugly, so ugly
needs a bag over her head
(freak)

pretty, too pretty
slept with all the guys in school
(slut)


everyone hears the whispers, the taunts, the jeers.
no one feels the hearts breaking, the knees shaking, the falling of tears.

everyone whispers their thoughts to their friends as they walk by.
no says a kind word when they see them cry.

everyone lies and says they're their friends for all time.
no one knows the pain they feel when "they" turn on a dime.

scared little girls, all alone in this big, bad world.
no one to save them from themselves.

random things

god i'm tired. i'm always tired. probably because of my sleep patterns, but i'll probably end up doing something about it sometime this week. watched The Mummy last night. my god, rachel weisz is hot. smokin' hot almost. well, there's no almost about it. rachel weisz was and still is smokin' hot. and she's got green eyes, that's a plus for me. they're like a dark green, and kind of smoky (god I need to extend my vocabulary.) and they keep changing colors, indicative of actual green eyes. i hate it when people say someone's eyes are green when they're so obviously blue or brown. but i'm getting off the subject. who cares? no one's reading this. at least, i hope no one is. that would suck. oh well. anyway, she's got the greatest voice too, just smooth and not too whiny and not too high-pitched. although when it comes to voices, there are several other people who top the list.

1.) Kate Winslet. i love her voice. it's so deep and elegant. especially when she's not acting, but being interviewed or something, and it gets really deep and soft. *shivers*

2.) Johnny Depp. mmmmm.....especially that sexy scottish accent he had in Finding Neverland. never thought a scottish accent could be so hot.

3.) Meryl Streep. amazing, i know. but when she's not yelling or whispering, or acting, she has a very pleasant voice. it's a singer's voice, i can tell, but it's so soft and smooth, like....cream, really. especially in The Devil Wears Prada when she never ever raises her voice, and it's almost disturbingly soft. i dunno what it was about it, but it was soooooo cool. literally.

4.) Nicole Kidman. especially when she's got the accent. i love the accent. and when her voice isn't all weird and high-pitched. that's kind of creepy, but when it's that sort of raspy, deep voice that she has sometimes, god that's great.

5.) Clive Owen. mmmm...yummy yummy clive owen with his baritone(?) british accent. i could listen to it all day.....and night. ;)

6.) George Clooney. i honestly don't think i could have enough room to write all the wonderful things about george clooney's voice. it's that great.

7.) Angelina Jolie. yes, she had to be somewhere on this list. as much as i love her body and personality, it's that lovely, wonderful voice that gets me everytime. especially that laugh. god knows, i love her laugh.

and...i think that's it. i can't think of anyone else, and i have nothing else to write about right now, so....bye.